Meredith reflects on what a new life would cost.
H’s parents took my daughter to the park this morning.
Grandpa mentioned the park before breakfast which meant that she was fixated on it all through breakfast and didn’t eat much.
They left H and I here alone which was nice. I did the 7 min workout and yoga while H showered. The dog was my workout partner, despite my protests. I think all the jumping in my workout freaked her out because she wouldn’t stay away. She kept jumping over the gate and coming upstairs so I finally just let her lay next to me. She is pretty cute though.
I’m feeling a bit melancholy this morning. I love H’s family and I’m realizing that in order to get what I want I would have to sever ties with them. That’s pretty hard to face. They are sweet to me, especially his dad. I don’t know what to do with that. It makes me really sad to think about. Plus they’ve known me for so long. I guess I need to weigh the costs.
I’m going to hop in the shower. It’s hot and the 7 minute workout got me all sweaty.