I just had a crazy realization while brushing my teeth. If it were not for the hope of Meredith in my future I would already be looking for someone else.
In other words the thought of Meredith saying to me “It’s over. I’m staying with my husband.” Would cause me not to run back to my wife, but to continue the hunt. As if I were single again. That’s how I feel.
My marriage is just not working for me. Better get that counseling booked!