The therapist yesterday wanted to know where I was in my relationship with Meredith. He asked “Ok where are you now? Are you over it? Are there still some feelings or do you still love her?”
I found myself answering “I’m still very much in love with her.”
Tonight my baby fell asleep on Wife. She looked down and saw his precious face and said “Sometimes I just think about how much I love our two kids and how much I love you and I get so happy I just start crying.” And her eyes were filling up with tears.